HELLO =D

hmm.
its funny. why did i end up here, on blogger? i was just testing out the mozilla firefox with mac skin. so it looks like i'm using a mac on windows! looks nice. the only problem with this browser is that i have to install macromedia flash player on it again. that means i cant use youtube any time soon. hais.
today was meant to be set aside for revising biology. for some reason, i cant seem to concentrate. its just this feelin of falling down a deep, black hole. one that i know i cant climb out of. its just kinda depressing.
watched fahrenheit 9/11 yesterday. lent it from amos. it was nice, though it had some gruesome pictures. guess thats why its rated NC16.
since i couldn't bring myself to do any biology, i watched 7 episodes of schol rumble, and finished the season 1. there's still school rumble: semester 2.

Joel asked me some time ago( in fact, quite a few times) what i wanted to be. i cant give a direct answer, cause i really don't know. lets face it. when u have a job, u at least expect to be paid a decent amount of money. of course, when u do charity work its different. but you wouldn't want to waste your time for nothing, right? even if u don't desire the money, you would still need it for survival.

Choice 1: Journalist
i like the working hours (flexible) and i get to go to other countries. thing is, i'm more of the un-photogenic type, so trying out for a journalist could be a just a dream of mine. Also, there are so many (freaking) journalists now. i guess the news channels have more journalists then they can handle.

Choice 2:Author
few things i like about this proffesion is that you can be one without any qualifications, which is so un-singaporean. Sue Townsend , author of the Adrain Mole series doesn't have decent qualifications, though she has talent in writing. however, inspiration is hard to come by, and being a author means long hours at the desk/computer and the ever-present rush for the deadline.

Choice 3:Bio-engineer
this was actually what i wanted to be for many years until recently, i changed my mind. i don't know why. i suddenly prefer flexible working hours. i felt that 10 hours a day, 5 days a week cooped up in a small lab isin't my idea of adulthood. i rather stay as an adolescent than being in a lab 24-7.

Choice Star:......
learn Japanese and live a peaceful life in Japan. no, not tokyo. possibly kyoto or somewhere with mountains. probably work as a shop assistant or open up a shop. convinience or provision shop, most likely. nobody can live without life's necessities, right?

think i've said enough. tata