HELLO =D

sho sian...

i cant think of anything to do. todae has been like that, restless and bored. nothing seems to excite me anymore. it all seems.... lost, forgotten, over. i just feel left behind, in the dark and the cold, wet marshes.

depression? maybe. i dunno how i got this. i woke up fine this morning. only got the feeling like few hours ago. worry, basically sad.

kinda forgot when i was last happy.

i just got this feeling of uber sadness, for no reason. maybe there's a reason but i don't realise its that. feel as if i just woke up.

going to a camp for autistic children tml. going alone. then there's prom at night
raining.

sad day. this hould have been in sadstory, buy i kinda gave up that blog after i began to have an optimistic view of life.

feel a little better.

THINK OPTIMISTIC!! I MUST HAVE AN OPTIMISTIC VIEW OF LIFE!!