All you can eat buffet.



Fat people are harder to kidnap. xD

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post removed. realised it was not worth it.(note: nothing to do with the vid)

Found this on Zilin's blog:

"To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived, this is to have succeeded."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Its so nice.

Last day of camp was fun fun fun! Went kayaking at macritche (spelling, i know, i know) and then played water gun with the kids. We (volunteers) got a little carried away and took the whole pail to splash. Its damn fun lar. We saw some women's kayaking team and they were like... strong. lifting 40kg weights like feathers! See liao oso scared. Its like 20kg on each side and they just bend down and lift up down up down.

Got bacck to Pathlight where the kids watched a movie and then there was buffet dinner. Got home at around 10.30

This whole experience at Pathlight has really opened my eyes and really taught me how to be more caring and patient, especially with young children. I also learnt to communicate with young children, something i hace lacked before the camp. Got to know many great people too like Zilin. Though the volunteers there were all JC1 students, they are really fun though there is still the gap like the lack of sacarsm in some of them. my sacarstic remarks were lost on them..

All in all, it was time well spent. Anyone interested in being a volunteer at Pathlight?

wa. sian. rewriting AGAIN... com crashed at my last sentence...

Prom night ytd! wont be putting up any pictures yet cause i havent got them all yet.

Rushed back from paya lebar to woodlands and then met kc and went to admaralty to wait for zg so that we could go together. went with mag, cheechun, zg, kc, yixin, su hui and some others. haha. paisey^^

The highlight of the prom was probably th dance. lasted an hour from 10 -11. drew and joel went into super-high mode! they were dancing at practically everysong. i dont really dance in fron of so many ppl so i didnt join (except at the start where i got into high mode but was unfortunately stepped on- on the foor - by dominic and retreated in pain. ) until the last 3 songs where i got high again but not as at my height. you can say it was happy mode. haha.

Px and si hui went to do pedicure and all the cure cure cure + hair and make up before coming. Si hui so shocked me. not mesmerised. just shocked. she looked like a China Doll!(complement). Summore she jsut came bacck from China a few days ago, so its like... shocked + surprised. in fact, both shocked me but for px i wont say which in case i incur wrath from elsewhere.

The camp got me preety beaten up these few days. Tired, tired, tired. and tml still gotta tahan till 9. but still, its been worth it. i guess i can see my tolerance level and my level of social interaction with kids younger than me. the other volunteers are all one year older than me, and so far i only know one is from SAJC, the rest from RJC.

Kc flying off tml at 12 and tracie flying off on the 1st of dec. wont see them until 30th dec for kc and mid feb for tracie.

Gonna miss you guys!

sho sian...

i cant think of anything to do. todae has been like that, restless and bored. nothing seems to excite me anymore. it all seems.... lost, forgotten, over. i just feel left behind, in the dark and the cold, wet marshes.

depression? maybe. i dunno how i got this. i woke up fine this morning. only got the feeling like few hours ago. worry, basically sad.

kinda forgot when i was last happy.

i just got this feeling of uber sadness, for no reason. maybe there's a reason but i don't realise its that. feel as if i just woke up.

going to a camp for autistic children tml. going alone. then there's prom at night
raining.

sad day. this hould have been in sadstory, buy i kinda gave up that blog after i began to have an optimistic view of life.

feel a little better.

THINK OPTIMISTIC!! I MUST HAVE AN OPTIMISTIC VIEW OF LIFE!!

PLEASE READ THE PREVIOUS POST ON THE SAME DAY!!! THIS IS CONTINUED FROM IT!



PINK CHRISTMAS TREE IN... erm one of the buildings between city hall and bugis i think. hehe.





The nose. hehe.

Walked to bugis after the movie. never walk to bugis! stop at city hall cause its freaking creepy. really. shady characters all around. Waited till 6 for the train and went back to the chalet to grab a wink. slept for about an hour then lazed around till 5. Went to buy ice-cream with px and then to the bbq. They even got the deep fryer (right choice. the fried chicken wings were delicious)! Ate quite alot at the starting cause the hot dogs, crab meat and marshmellows were easy to bbq but when it turned to the chiken, i let the pros come in, and sit around and ate what they cooked. hehe.

After the bbq took a walk with eunice oon, px and zhi jun to the beach. Again, rather creepy but when in a large group, the feeling goes away. Slept about 3 hours and woke up at like 3.40 and they were still playing winning eleven 9... Went back to sleep and wok up at 4.10. Waited till everyone was up at around 8 before leaving with zj, px and oon.

came home and played Death or Alive until 4. Freaking tired now. Gotta go rest.

Just back from chalet! Haha it was fun! Thanks Yixin for booking this for us, and to everyone who made it a memorable experience!

Wa damn tired la. Slept for about 7 hours in the last 58 hours. But it was worth it. Went to orchard cathay to watch Step-up at 2am.

Before the movie:



Eunice Cheow, Me and Px

This was taken when waiting for them to decide whether to watch casino rayale or step up. the 3 of us were neutrals. They were like calling those who didnt come to ask them indirectly what we should watch.
[E.g. US: Zi Gui izzit? Jimmy Chu or Balanchiaga?]

WARNING! SPASTIC JOEL AHEAD!

Went to Starbucks to kill thime before the movie. Some of us couldn't finish our cofee so Joel ended up drinking his own + 1/4 of 2 other cups. Result = Super High.









continued in next post. i cant add pics. zzz

Super long post (which I have to rewrite for the 3rd time due to my com crashing multiple times).

Friday:
Went to vivo with drew, px, kc, jy, joel and wilson. Well, it wasn't as big as i expected but be ready for a leg breaking experience if you wish to browse. Joel bought a pair of jeans and kc bought a black shirt with cuffs at TOPMAN and met zg, zi yond, cheechun and others there. Px was smitten by the sales assistant cause he was cute. We tried to persuade her to get his number, but to no avail.

Wanted to check out the cinema but sadly, there were not enough tickets for Step-up, so we went to the bookshop. The shelves were arranged in such a way that you have no idea whether you are going up your down.

Went to this big shop (like metro) and bought px her bdae present! Kc, wilson and me distracted her while drew, amos and jy decided on the present. She almost ruined our surprise but luckily i told wilson and kc (who, at that time, were still in the dark about our plan) to grab her. Joel joined us and we checked out the shades. Then we gave her her present then and there in the shop and sang her a bdae song (actually, only joel sang out loud cause the rest of us were to busy looking at her expression).

Met jasmine at about 7 and went up to the garden (the roof) where we waved to zg and gang. Went to buy dinner and wanted to join them for dinner but they thought that our wave = goodbye so they left. Shared duck rice with px cause both of us had no appetite. I sadly left after dinner and went home. Heard that zg returned later after buying some stuff and they went home together, taking weird pictures with jun you's computer. There's a link to the photos on px's blog.

Saturday:
Stayed home cause the last 2 days went out and didnt properly spend time with my family after o's. Went to see loads of stuff and watched cartoons. hehe

Sunday:
Went to kc's house to bake cake with janis. the first cake didnt turn out too well cause the tin leaked so we did another cake. Left before it was done to meet my parents at cwp and went to "trim" my hair.

haha. ok gonna post now so that my com does not crash again and i do not have to retype this.

THE O'S ARE FINALLY OVER!

AHHHHHH

i think i'v too much sugar in my system. After the last paper yesterday, i couldn't stand still! i needed to keep moving cause its like excess of glucose! after the papers went home to change and then went to marsling to meet most of the class to go to kka's sister's concert in SP. It was nice! i loved Canon in D!

After that, we went to Changi to send si hui off. She's going to China for 10 days, and she'll miss the class chalet. hais. went to eat at the macs at changi before heading home. i ordered the machicken and the patty was a heart shape! walked one freaking big round from the bus stop near 888 to reach home. took like 30 minutes?

got home at about 12.45 and i couldnt sleep. watched some stupid tv shows until about 2am before heading to bed. now its 7.56am in the morening, and i feel fully energised! i think i'm like a battery with a short recharge period. gonna go run later to get rid of the extra glucose (and fats) in the system. maybe gonna go to vivo or orchard later.

i know their singing is kinda funny, but this song is rather 'high'!

went out with px, si hui, andrew, joel, wilson and teng long todae to watch 'Grudge 2'. was so unfazed by it. its not scary(at least, i think so). i junped slightly at one part, where the person was under the table then suddenly there were legs in front of her, running. but other than that, it was not really a scare. then i lfet while kc joined them to go to orchard to chat and eat.

i've got a new theory. i'm not afraid of ghost movies. i just detest gore. like FD3. totally gory.

got home and went to do some cooking, rather nice day, i suppose^^

its finally friday! so tired...

left only a maths, physics and chemistry next week!

orgasm.

yes, the word of the day : orgasm.

this morning, jun you, oon, and me were ourside the sch library, revising bio last minute. jun you, having dedicated his sleeping hours to bio, was kinda in a state of confusion. our conversation went like this:

jy: can someone tell me what an oraganism is? the book says.....

me: they wont ask such simple questions (which they DID. stupid paper. define gene and mutation, which i obviously dont know, but never mind that now.)

jy: they say that an orgasm is....

oon: (starts laughing)orgasm?

me: (laughs)

jy: Ya! TELL ME WHAT IS ORGASM! I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS ORGASM! (SAID TWICE) (words in caps and bolded to show the volume of which he said it).

me + oon : orgasm?

jy: omg! did i say orgasm? (starts to laugh). i meant oraganism.

for those like si hui, who do not know what orgasm is, this is how zi yond bluntly put it to her: 是您做爱的高潮(u may have to change your language to see it)(i just realised i cant see it. it appears as gargle). eng translation: it is the high point when you are having sexual intercourse.
for those who are unable to understand, i have, pleasently, at the expense of my blog, provided the full meaning of orgasm and organism below.

organism:In biology and ecology, an organism (in Greek organon = instrument) is a living complex adaptive system of organs that influence each other in such a way that they function in some way as a stable whole.

orgasm: Orgasm is the conclusion of the plateau phase of the sexual response cycle, shared by males and females alike.

sources: wikipedia

ok, enough of that.
today's bio paper 1 was realatively easy, but paper 2 was a kller. so was geog. crazily tired.

o level's officailly start todae, so its book books books until the 16th! e meaths was rather ok, but ss SBQ was a fiasco. i mean, i studied so hard for essay and then the SBQ so difficult >.<

have to do well for geog! humanities A1! haha. todae is kinda like a break but frankly, i feel like i must use this break well cause thursday is gonna be a hectic day. bio + geog!

went to karen's house after e maths to study for ss. there were so many cuckoo clocks in her house. and her sister was playing 'O - JAN BAN HUB' which is a freaking nice song by TVXQ.

ok, my speaker's cracked up again so i gotta go fix the problem.

weird day.

mh got pissed by me and then janis sat in the same chair and got pissed by kc. so its probably the chair.

well, i'm really sorry if my sacarsm really was too much.

ok, so its almost the end of the 1st of november, and the o's are like, 4 days way! everyone is freakin studying like crazy. i dont even take notice of time anymore. its like, constant studying till 16th. hais.

study status: bad
eng = 3/4
ss = 3/4
e maths = 1/2
a maths = 3/4
geog = 1/4
bio = 3/4
chem = 4/5
phy = 1/5

kinda crazy. havent truely finished studying for anything. physics... well, i feel like dunking the whole subject. but still, a sudden odd alphabet on my slip doesnt reflect well. so, well, just have to clench my teeth and bear with it. its only 15 days! then its free!

i'm considering bleaching my hair, then dying it light purple, but joel said bleaching hurts, so i'm reconsidering.

tracies' goin away on the 1st of dec, so i gotta get a webcam fast. hope she comes bacck! dont abandon us!